Symphony

Syncopated heartbeats
Crescendo love behind closed doors
Unmeasurable dictation

Lost Love

Forgotten existence in deep silence hide
The ability you had to make her your bride
The failure is mine
As it is all the time
To make you see that I am me
That I am more than what I seem
But your understanding was lost in the translation
Hatred increased by your frustration
Why is it that I failed to realize
That you never looked me in the eye
When you said Baby I love you

Frozen Heart

How chilled my heart becomes
In the summer’s heat
A solid chunk of ice and snow
Toughened with hatred
Impossible to penetrate
But somehow
You know
How to slam it into the ground
Just so
It breaks into pieces.

Misunderstood

It isn’t even the money
Although in truth that did upset me
But the fact that here I stay
Taking on this full responsibility
Living my life in order to support you
Caring for your full grown seed
Fighting just to breathe
While you waste away everything
Its the fact that I am so sad I do not eat
And you have not even noticed

I taste it now
Divorce is bitter

Heartbeats

A thousand untold heartbeats
Caught in this heart of mine
All of them surrendered just for you
But away you flew on Satan’s wings
To steal away from me everything
My heartbeats just weren’t enough it seems

Constant lies and never ending sadness
Is what remains of my beating heart

Shut the door when you go

You walk away
Through stormy nights
Seeking refuge with those like you
But you fail to understand my plight
Showing me your angry attitude
I have no one to take away the pain
No one cares about my soul
The torment falls in unrelenting rain
Lines show from the years of strain
You have those that care for you
That help to dry away your tears
I have those that hate me
That have failed to care throughout the years

Run away to those that adore you
Those that consider you a king
Here I will faithfully remain
To wash away your bloody stains

Drunk Love

Your soul is so intoxicating
I stumble around dazed and confused
Thankful for every moment
I have been blessed to share with you.

Suffocation

I have forgotten how to breathe
To inhale the sweet smells of spring
To ride on eagles wings
To take simple pleasure in everything
I lack the time to find a smile
Or enjoy the comfort of your arms
I roam around in listless wonder
Straying into many treacherous storms

But yet my sacriafices that leave me this way
Never seem enough for you
The screaming simply continues on
To envelope all my meaning and truth
What are all these sacrifices for
If not to make you a stronger you

And so slowly I suffocate
Gaging on your intoxicating scent
Wishing you could see my pain
And give me a break just for one day

Hearts

Our heated passion measured in breaths
Sighs and increasing heartbeats
Silent fixtures of a loving heart
Beating in faithful determiniation
Endlessly intertwined in one steady thump
Engaged in each other like never before
As the anniversary of the single combination draws near
Another heartbeat joins the the rest
And together the body grows stronger
Relishing in love without interference

Thunder and Lightning

The angry heavens opened wide
Their screams like demons left to roam
And lightning streaked across the sky
Finding earth its final home
You stood quaking in the shadow of God
Shivering in the rain
Fearful of the power you saw
Praying it would wane
And I stood there a shoulder for you
To lift you from the flood
But it seemed my help was overdue
Your shoes were stuck in the mud
And this time I could not free you
From the raging of the storm
I failed to protect you
Now the water around us swarms