So it has been awhile. Too long for my own sanity I think. I feel insane right now. Like if the world keeps spinning I will just fall off.
I got bit by a spider. I almost died. They told be not to give up. As though dying really sounded like a viable option. I had a Christmas miracle. So now I’m thinking “I almost went to hell, why should I have to live in it while I’m still alive.” Venting is good for removing fire and brimstone in my life. I shall vent more often. I shall create the life I want and not let life create my happiness.
