Dying hope

Unsettled torment binds the twisted rope
In deep silence her teardrops hide
Weakend by her dying hope
She waits for the pain to subside
The summer day brings no reprieve
Failing to heal the feelings made
In solitude she continues to grieve
Begging you for forgiveness unrepaid
Her life has become a disheveled wreck
And prickly fragments of the rope embed
Riping slightly at her tender neck
Teardrops freeze in her eyes, unshed
As she swings gently in the breeze
A longing song sung by the trees
Killed by her own forsaken hand
Destroyed by your hate filled reprimand

Sick of this

I feel like you have died
Like you have been swallowed up in demon’s breath
Lost forever to me
Forgotten
I blame genetics for your unforgiving soul
I blame the beast that spawned the monster
However
Knowledge does not mend my bleeding heart
This lump in my throat will not depart
I wish I could hate you 
Disgustingly though I just hate me
As forseen
A disappointment I have become

I’m sorry

In your silence unrelenting tension hid
Frozen in a mask of sorrow
But your heart was too far away to mend
Forgotten in a coming tomorrow
I missed you for such a long time
Yearned to dry away your tears
Hoping it was you I would one day find
Searching throughout all the passing years
But for you the hatred made the quickest sand
And stuck you in this place
Destitute on your piece of sandy land
Sadly my love for you has gone to waste