Waiting for death
I spent my whole life waiting for death
I planned for him, I expected him, I dreamed of him
And when I was old and had lived my life
I locked myself in this tower and threw away the key
I prayed for death, so I could stop waiting
My hair grew gray, my bones grew weak
Death lurked in the shadows of darkness
But still he would not come
And then I decided to take my own life instead
Since death was not kind enough to come to me
I would come to him
I jumped from my tower and landed below
But I felt no pain from the fatal fall
I returned to my tower to try again
For surely I had done something wrong
But as I reached the top of the tower I noticed my mistake
A skeleton sat in my old rocking chair
My skin and soul had left it long ago
I had spent so much time waiting for death
That in the end I had missed his visit
September 26, 2007 at 9:13 am
Quite beautiful piece,but scaring though.a horror poem ghhik!!.you have courage.
October 3, 2007 at 7:24 am
No courage, just heartache. Thank you for reading it.
October 29, 2008 at 7:10 am
Whoa, big respect. I love this.
Same
February 7, 2009 at 5:45 am
I love death more than life…..Coz I wanna be a diff person
February 20, 2009 at 4:02 am
absolutely beautiful
February 22, 2009 at 2:32 pm
Thank you all.
April 10, 2009 at 7:02 pm
You’re still wee one yet, give it a try first and give it your best. If you are still jaded, set a date and move on.
June 1, 2009 at 12:44 am
i am waiting for the death for moment to moment. i am not going toend myself unnaturaly.but i am healthy&and not going to die. how much time i have to wait is unknown.i am just waiting for the death.infinite ways death is occuring around me. my way of death is unknown.with peaceful mind i am waiting for the death.
September 3, 2009 at 2:50 pm
beautiful
December 19, 2009 at 11:46 pm
I am not waiting for physical death as I HAVE REALISED PSYCHOLOGICAL DEATH.O MY GOD ! WE ARE SO INTENSLY MISSING THIS BEAUTY OF PSYCHOLOGING DEATH WHICH IS SHOWING,OPNEING,POINTING TOWARDS THIS UGLINESS OF OUR PHYSICAL DEATH FOR WHICH WE ARE RESPONCIBAL.THIS BIPOLE LIFEDEATH,ARE NOT IN CONFLICTS, THEY ARE SO LIVELY EXPLORING THE CREATION OF YOUR’S O MY GOD.