Suffocation

I have forgotten how to breathe
To inhale the sweet smells of spring
To ride on eagles wings
To take simple pleasure in everything
I lack the time to find a smile
Or enjoy the comfort of your arms
I roam around in listless wonder
Straying into many treacherous storms

But yet my sacriafices that leave me this way
Never seem enough for you
The screaming simply continues on
To envelope all my meaning and truth
What are all these sacrifices for
If not to make you a stronger you

And so slowly I suffocate
Gaging on your intoxicating scent
Wishing you could see my pain
And give me a break just for one day