Wielded Heart

Do you even notice
The tear inside my heart
That ripped that day you walk away
And tore it clean apart
I mended it with kisses
I sewed with my faith
But now the mending is beginning
to come undone from hate
This tear inside my heart
must be wielded with your love
Taken into your shop
and fixed with hope and trust
But you leave it in this shell
The shell of me that I am now
And the tear grows a little deeper
Because time for me is not allowed