Pregnancy

It festers inside my soul
Like an infection raging within
Torn between sorrow and hate
Plagued with torment and sin
Hidden from the light of day
I sit a spell with you.
I pray for you to hold me near
As the light of dawn breaks through.
Kisses are for lovers
As hugs are for friends.
What is it I can give to you
To wipe away my sins?
The lump inside my body
A memory of your stay
Remains with me; a piece of you
Torn from one night of joy and play.
Tell me it will be okay
My heart it begs for that.
Take away all of my pain
Unless it’s true you can’t.